There is something in her eyes
And I thing it's fear
Why don't You tell me little girl
Why are You so afraid
Last night my father
Came to my room alone
He was stark naked
Very quiet closed the door
And it was not dream
I still feel his hand
On my trembling body
Come to me girl
I hold you now
You can really trust me
You will never cry again
'Cause you've got your faith
Put hands together
Start talking to your God
He will be listening
'Cause His mercy is so big
And you fuckin' dad
Gonna die in hell
Gonna pay for all his sins
Every thursday my angel comes
he knocks on the door of fate
though everything inside him screams
he prostitutes himself for me
And his humiliation wraps itself around me
With protective incantations
so i don't have to pray
The world is laid open for me
I'm the lightness i'm the dream
I'm the little toe of your foot
The great of the world serve me
My forehead is free of worry and my body's pure
In my white dress string of amber
My shoes are made of moss
Nothing disturbes me in my merrment
The only story is of I
Yesterday angel said no
A dark star is over my head
My old face is wrinkled and cracked
Scary is my shaking hand
Fruit of fear cracks inside of me
I start to prey again
Feet are bleeding
I'm the dirt from under your nail
And I prey to be invisible
My angel left me yesterday
My only one
It's been just a few short days
But I can't stop the tears
Or the lip-biting
Touching myself
Like you always used to do
Catching a whiff of your lovely scent
On an old sweater
But here again, the sky is falling on me
And there's less reflected hope in the sun
It's just so hard, so hard to sleep and wake up
When your name keeps bouncing
And echoing at me off the walls
Oh these damn days, these so long
So long lonley days
They keep on sending me
Awful pictures
Gotta just sleep in
Pretend, pretend not to see
Tomorrow at last
We'll go to the river
My only one
It's time to finish this
Keep holding my snapshot
Close to your heart
I am the water that once touches your rough hand
And lingers for all time a soft reminder